fireworks!

new years eve was good. it was definitely better compared to last two years, but nye in chicago in 04->05 still wins. hah. still ended the night in tears, but not because I was sad (which is what really matters!) but because i was so DAMN COLD. i think it was my body's way of keeping my face warm. haha. 

the party was awesome though. at one point, the place was packed. that felt good. and the alcohol was fully stocked at all times of course. even though i only had two or three drinks and still puked. champagne does it EVERYTIME. 

some of my friends let me down though. i haven't thrown a party in years, and to not show up or make some lame excuse... kinda bummed me out. and to think, I thought of some of them as my best friends?... makes me feel like an ass. just wanted to put it out there. 

but i still had a great time. 

it is what it is. 

i start winter session tomorrow. classes mon-thurs. 4 hours each day. eeek

fall semester ended good, and soon i'll be graduating! yes!

christmas was okay... 

my mom is good to me, and although i didn't get much, it's not really important. 

the best part was the weed she gave me. haha. disfunctional or amazing? amazing.

ever since i started smoking she never shared anything and vice versa. it's always been a weird thing between us... but this year she was just like " i left something for you in the bathroom" and when i saw it .. i was thinking what the hellll... no fucking way.. but yeah. it happened. 

but i did okay this semester. i didn't fail the one class that i def thought i would. it was so hard. i'm so relieved. 

2009 soon. 

i hope people come to my party. 

school not so cool

i'm so stressed out. 

and it's alllll because of school. 

i've got so much to do, and i just don't know how i'll get it all done. 

oh, and it's all due tomorrow. 

on top of that i'm worried about what my grades are going to be like. 

i can't even believe this semester is almost over. 

it went too fast. way too fast. 

usually this is a good thing, but not when you feel like you still need more time.

there are so many things i wish i did and a few teachers i meant to meet with.. 

now it's the end of the semester and they will just think i'm an idiot if i tried to talk to them now.

i am nervous. 

someone please get shitfaced with me tomorrow night/possibly tuesday night just in case i don't finish everything and will be handing in some stuff late tuesday monring. fuck my life. gimme fun. asap. 

i'm going to vegas! 

fringe

I am truly obsessed with fringe. 

I'm pretty freakin happy that I've been seeing it everywhere lately. 

Urban Outfitters has so many cute things with fringe. 

THESE BAGS: 

gimme alllll of them. 

love these

vest:

See-through one piece: 

noise pull on jeans (yes. no zipper. no buttons.): 

shoes(will go great with the skinny jeans):

i kind of just love them though. 

it's going to be a busy week of school, but i'm entering the last strech of the semester so that's great! it went so fast, as usual. 

finals will be coming up soon, and you can bet i'm going to study my ass off. 

i am getting kind of sick, but other than that, i feel great.