christmas was okay... 

my mom is good to me, and although i didn't get much, it's not really important. 

the best part was the weed she gave me. haha. disfunctional or amazing? amazing.

ever since i started smoking she never shared anything and vice versa. it's always been a weird thing between us... but this year she was just like " i left something for you in the bathroom" and when i saw it .. i was thinking what the hellll... no fucking way.. but yeah. it happened. 

but i did okay this semester. i didn't fail the one class that i def thought i would. it was so hard. i'm so relieved. 

2009 soon. 

i hope people come to my party. 

school not so cool

i'm so stressed out. 

and it's alllll because of school. 

i've got so much to do, and i just don't know how i'll get it all done. 

oh, and it's all due tomorrow. 

on top of that i'm worried about what my grades are going to be like. 

i can't even believe this semester is almost over. 

it went too fast. way too fast. 

usually this is a good thing, but not when you feel like you still need more time.

there are so many things i wish i did and a few teachers i meant to meet with.. 

now it's the end of the semester and they will just think i'm an idiot if i tried to talk to them now.

i am nervous. 

someone please get shitfaced with me tomorrow night/possibly tuesday night just in case i don't finish everything and will be handing in some stuff late tuesday monring. fuck my life. gimme fun. asap. 

i'm going to vegas! 

fringe

I am truly obsessed with fringe. 

I'm pretty freakin happy that I've been seeing it everywhere lately. 

Urban Outfitters has so many cute things with fringe. 

THESE BAGS: 

gimme alllll of them. 

love these

vest:

See-through one piece: 

noise pull on jeans (yes. no zipper. no buttons.): 

shoes(will go great with the skinny jeans):

i kind of just love them though. 

it's going to be a busy week of school, but i'm entering the last strech of the semester so that's great! it went so fast, as usual. 

finals will be coming up soon, and you can bet i'm going to study my ass off. 

i am getting kind of sick, but other than that, i feel great. 

this is probably silly of me to post

but if i could be anywhere right now

it would be here 

when it was so hot the ground was burning my feet

i miss shows/concerts/boys. 

"how can i say i loved you back

you never made me happy"

loves it. 

here we go again

i want these, but i probably can't afford them:

in other thoughts...

same shit, all over again. 

the thing is,

if you want something, you go for it. 

i feel prettyyyyy stupid. 

i just really wish things were different. 

i wish a lot of things were different right now. 

water runs dry

some people will work things out,

and some just don't know how to change....

sucka for love

these past few days have been crazy. 

school. work, 

tons of homework. 

going out way too much. 

i like someone. 

it's 6am and i've been up all night working on these papers for school. 

i'm not done yet either. 

i don't know how i pull these things off. 

but life is good. 

the weekend definitely helped.